Stop.

You are happy.

There are things you are doing right.

Just because you are alone right now does not mean you have lost the ability to relate.

Go.

Just keep doing what you're doing.

You can't change who you are and who you are is not half bad.

This is where you want to be.

This is what you want to do.

The people you seek exist;

you just haven't earned it yet.

The toll you'll pay will be high.

You'll have to struggle to not sell out and lose what you have left of the person deep inside.

Hold on.