Fuck I miss you.

It's that god damn human side of me that fucks up the same mistakes so senselessly.

Thanks Fu-zu Jen

Why so complicated? Would it not be just as presumptuous to call it interesting?

I'd rather you stay in tonight and watch the game here with me.

But I...

No buts. I call the shots, remember?

Ugh, well not tonight. I stayed with you all week, I think tonight I'm going to go downtown and soak up some night life.

Stayed with me all week? You were in school, liar.

I mean... at night, during the day doesn't count.

Yes it does. I was here, by myself for like 8 hours, every day this week.

What ever, you sleep all day. You can't change my mind, I'm going out tonight. Schools done and I want to celebrate.

We can cuddle to celebrate.

No man, I'm out... I'll be back in a few hours though if we lose so don't worry.

And if we win?

Well... then I'll see ya when I see ya.

Right... well I hope you don't mind if I make a few changes around here while you're gone... I've been thinking this furniture has just a little too much fabric on it. What do you think?

Don't you dare.

Have a good night... NOT!

I am surrounding myself in the intricate sound waves that bounce from the diaphragms of my headphones. The diagonal decline of each step goes unnoticed until I turn my head slowly sideways to face the rails of fence that separate the graves and I. I realize that gravity is pulling on me normally, I inhale calmly appreciating where I am. Noise falls through me into my toes and out through my feet, echoing in my heels and reverberating up my spine. I walk, smiling.

booked the appointment for my chest for the 20th

When I think about it;
knowing I still have time means nothing
if I keep choosing not to act on what I want.
So I'll put an owl on my chest
to protect me from my secret selfishness
and remind me to be wiser with my time.

Sorry for the nips. I failed hard on photoshop and merged all the layers. Im too tired to go back and fix it now but I don't care I'm going to get the artist to draw up something different anyways, this is just a temp draft. Don't know why I lifted my real tattoo and just fucked it up... I totally could have left it... stupid